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<p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="color: black;">2023</span><span style="color: black;">년 </span><span style="color: black;">1</span><span style="color: black;">월 1일 일요일&nbsp;</span></span><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="color: #b841d8;" class="stb-fore-colored"><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCCkPnkdgOM" style="color: rgb(184, 65, 216); text-decoration: none;" class="stb-fore-colored" target="_blank"></a></span></span></span></p>
<p style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px;"><span style="color: black;">오늘의 노래 : <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jea9-3VX_Q" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255); text-decoration: none;">Where Love Is</a>&nbsp;</span></span></p>
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