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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="link-edited stb-italic" style="font-size: 14px; font-style: italic; font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif;">나무의 목생과 인생</span></div></td></tr></tbody></table></div></div></td></tr></tbody></table></td></tr></tbody></table></div><div class="stb-block-outer"><table class="stb-block stb-cols-1" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="overflow:hidden;margin:0px auto;padding:0px;width:100%;max-width:630px;clear:both;line-height:1.7;border-width:0px;border: 0px;font-size:14px;border:0;box-sizing:border-box;" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td><table class="stb-cell-wrap" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-size:0;"><div class="stb-left-cell" style="max-width:630px;width:100%!important;margin:0;vertical-align:top;border-collapse:collapse;box-sizing:border-box;font-size:unset;mso-table-lspace:0pt;mso-table-rspace:0pt;-ms-text-size-adjust:100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust:100%;display:inline-block;"><div class="stb-image-box" style="text-align:justify;margin:0px;width:100%;box-sizing:border-box;clear:both;;"><table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="width:100%;" aling="center"><tbody><tr><td style="padding:15px 15px 15px 15px;;text-align:justify;font-size:0;border:0;line-height:0;width:100%;box-sizing:border-box;"><img src="https://img2.stibee.com/61740_2520629_1733206194388019753.jpg" style="width:100%;display:inline;vertical-align:bottom;text-align:justify;max-width:100%;height:auto;border:0;" width="600" class="stb-justify"></td></tr></tbody></table></div></div></td></tr></tbody></table></td></tr></tbody></table></div><div class="stb-block-outer"><table class="stb-block stb-cols-1" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="overflow:hidden;margin:0px auto;padding:0px;width:100%;max-width:630px;clear:both;line-height:1.7;border-width:0px;border: 0px;font-size:14px;border:0;box-sizing:border-box;" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td><table class="stb-cell-wrap" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-size:0;"><div class="stb-left-cell" style="max-width:630px;width:100%!important;margin:0;vertical-align:top;border-collapse:collapse;box-sizing:border-box;font-size:unset;mso-table-lspace:0pt;mso-table-rspace:0pt;-ms-text-size-adjust:100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust:100%;display:inline-block;"><div class="stb-text-box" style="text-align:left;margin:0px;;line-height:1.7;word-break:break-word;font-size:16px;font-family:AppleSDGothic, apple sd gothic neo, noto sans korean, noto sans korean regular, noto sans cjk kr, noto sans cjk, nanum gothic, malgun gothic, dotum, arial, helvetica, MS Gothic, sans-serif!important;;-ms-text-size-adjust: 100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;color:#000000;clear:both;border:0;mso-line-height-rule-rule:exactly;"><table class="stb-text-box-inner" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="width:100%;"><tbody><tr><td style="padding:15px 15px 15px 15px;font-size:16px;line-height:1.7;word-break:break-word;color:#000000;border:0;font-family:AppleSDGothic, apple sd gothic neo, noto sans korean, noto sans korean regular, noto sans cjk kr, noto sans cjk, nanum gothic, malgun gothic, dotum, arial, helvetica, MS Gothic, sans-serif!important;;-ms-text-size-adjust: 100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;width:100%;"><div><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px;">&nbsp;화려하게 피어난 단풍나무가 노오란 눈을 흩날렸다. 화려함의 절정에 이르렀던 단풍이 자신의 일부를 모조리 떨어뜨리는 장면을 지켜보면, 허망하고 허무했다. 그저 내 상황만 생각한 탓이었다. 이기적이었다. 나무는 사람 보라고 화려하게 물든 것이 아니다. 낙엽 또한 인간에게 허무함을 느끼라고 떨어지는 것도 아니다. 나무는 다음 계절을 부지런히 준비하고 있을 뿐이었다. 나무의 입장에서 목생을 생각한다면, 나무에게 가을은 시작의 계절일지도 모른다.&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></div></td></tr></tbody></table></div></div></td></tr></tbody></table></td></tr></tbody></table></div><div class="stb-block-outer"><table class="stb-block stb-cols-1" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="overflow:hidden;margin:0px auto;padding:0px;width:100%;max-width:630px;clear:both;line-height:1.7;border-width:0px;border: 0px;font-size:14px;border:0;box-sizing:border-box;" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td><table class="stb-cell-wrap" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-size:0;"><div class="stb-left-cell" style="max-width:630px;width:100%!important;margin:0;vertical-align:top;border-collapse:collapse;box-sizing:border-box;font-size:unset;mso-table-lspace:0pt;mso-table-rspace:0pt;-ms-text-size-adjust:100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust:100%;display:inline-block;"><div class="stb-text-box" style="text-align:left;margin:0px;;line-height:1.7;word-break:break-word;font-size:16px;font-family:AppleSDGothic, apple sd gothic neo, noto sans korean, noto sans korean regular, noto sans cjk kr, noto sans cjk, nanum gothic, malgun gothic, dotum, arial, helvetica, MS Gothic, sans-serif!important;;-ms-text-size-adjust: 100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;color:#000000;clear:both;border:0;mso-line-height-rule-rule:exactly;"><table class="stb-text-box-inner" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="width:100%;"><tbody><tr><td style="padding:15px 15px 15px 15px;font-size:16px;line-height:1.7;word-break:break-word;color:#000000;border:0;font-family:AppleSDGothic, apple sd gothic neo, noto sans korean, noto sans korean regular, noto sans cjk kr, noto sans cjk, nanum gothic, malgun gothic, dotum, arial, helvetica, MS Gothic, sans-serif!important;;-ms-text-size-adjust: 100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;width:100%;"><div><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px;">&nbsp;이제는 가을 나무에게서 인생이 아닌 목생을 바라본다. 낙엽이 진 자리에 눈이 내리면 눈꽃이 피어날 테지. 목련의 겨울눈은 털복숭이 눈꽃과 그 옆에 귀여운 잎눈을 뽐낼 테지. 그러니 떨어지는 낙엽을 바라보다 우울함에 동굴 문을 열지 말자.</span><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px;"> 끝이 아닌 시작을 찾아내자.&nbsp;</span></div></td></tr></tbody></table></div></div></td></tr></tbody></table></td></tr></tbody></table></div><div class="stb-block-outer"><table class="stb-block stb-cols-1" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="overflow:hidden;margin:0px auto;padding:0px;width:100%;max-width:630px;clear:both;line-height:1.7;border-width:0px;border: 0px;font-size:14px;border:0;box-sizing:border-box;" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td><table class="stb-cell-wrap" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-size:0;"><div class="stb-left-cell" style="max-width:630px;width:100%!important;margin:0;vertical-align:top;border-collapse:collapse;box-sizing:border-box;font-size:unset;mso-table-lspace:0pt;mso-table-rspace:0pt;-ms-text-size-adjust:100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust:100%;display:inline-block;"><div class="stb-image-box" style="text-align:justify;margin:0px;width:100%;box-sizing:border-box;clear:both;;"><table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="width:100%;" aling="center"><tbody><tr><td style="padding:15px 15px 15px 15px;;text-align:justify;font-size:0;border:0;line-height:0;width:100%;box-sizing:border-box;"><img src="https://img2.stibee.com/61740_2520629_1733206081294741711.jpg" style="width:100%;display:inline;vertical-align:bottom;text-align:justify;max-width:100%;height:auto;border:0;" width="600" class="stb-justify"></td></tr></tbody></table></div></div></td></tr></tbody></table></td></tr></tbody></table></div><div class="stb-block-outer"><table class="stb-block stb-cols-1" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="overflow:hidden;margin:0px auto;padding:0px;width:100%;max-width:630px;clear:both;line-height:1.7;border-width:0px;border: 0px;font-size:14px;border:0;box-sizing:border-box;" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td><table class="stb-cell-wrap" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="100%"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align:center;font-size:0;"><div class="stb-left-cell" style="max-width:630px;width:100%!important;margin:0;vertical-align:top;border-collapse:collapse;box-sizing:border-box;font-size:unset;mso-table-lspace:0pt;mso-table-rspace:0pt;-ms-text-size-adjust:100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust:100%;display:inline-block;"><div class="stb-text-box" style="text-align:left;margin:0px;;line-height:1.7;word-break:break-word;font-size:16px;font-family:AppleSDGothic, apple sd gothic neo, noto sans korean, noto sans korean regular, noto sans cjk kr, noto sans cjk, nanum gothic, malgun gothic, dotum, arial, helvetica, MS Gothic, sans-serif!important;;-ms-text-size-adjust: 100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;color:#000000;clear:both;border:0;mso-line-height-rule-rule:exactly;"><table class="stb-text-box-inner" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="width:100%;"><tbody><tr><td style="padding:15px 15px 15px 15px;font-size:16px;line-height:1.7;word-break:break-word;color:#000000;border:0;font-family:AppleSDGothic, apple sd gothic neo, noto sans korean, noto sans korean regular, noto sans cjk kr, noto sans cjk, nanum gothic, malgun gothic, dotum, arial, helvetica, MS Gothic, sans-serif!important;;-ms-text-size-adjust: 100%;-webkit-text-size-adjust: 100%;width:100%;"><div><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: italic;" class="stb-italic">&nbsp;흔히 가을에는 낙엽이 진다고 말한다. 물론 사실이다. 부정하지 않겠다. 하지만 보다 깊은 의미에서 가을은 새잎이 싹트는 철이라고 할 수 있다. 잎이 지는 것은 겨울이 찾아들기 때문이기도 하지만, 이미 봄이 시작되어 새로운 싹이 만들어지기 때문이기도 하다.</span></div>
<div><span style="font-family: 'nanum myoungjo', 바탕, batang, 바탕, MS Mincho, serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: italic;" class="stb-italic">&nbsp;지금 해내지 못한 일들은 4월에도 일어날 수 없다. 미래란 우리 앞에 놓인 것이 아니라 지금 여기, 싹눈 속에 자리하고 있다. 미래는 이미 우리 곁에 있다. 지금 우리 곁에 자리하지 않은 것들은 미래에도 우리와 함께할 수 없다.&nbsp;</span></div>
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